43 days to go, I am so not ready for this.

I can't believe it, in 43 days my wee boy turns One. When I think to much about it I become overwhelmed with everything from happiness to sadnees that he growing up so quickly and soon I will be returning to work I won't get to see him every day.

I am trying to decide how carried away to get with his birthday I see some people going all out and I think why bother he won't remember, but the other part of me wants to do it ALL; minus the clown of course, but maybe a petting zoo ;). So what is a happy medium that both Chris and I can agree on? Tough question, but I suppose I should start thinking about it soon. One thing is for sure, there will be cake smashing!